Tag: writing

Seeing Double

My true Gemini. Two people in one. One moment, you. The next, a different you. I love them both. They’re both mine. I accept both. I treasure both. I find happiness in both. I choose them both. But, one, I’m not sure which… but one of those you’s, doesn’t love me back. I’ve known it. And I’ve picked you both every day, anyway. Xo, … Read More Seeing Double

Part 1

I don’t write happy things. I don’t write positive things. I can’t formulate a sentence in my head that comes off as sugary-sweet and not bitter-sweet. I don’t, I can’t. So then as the universe likes to do, you came into my life. But, you didn’t walk in, knocking then waiting for permission to come in. No, you fell smack down on my feet … Read More Part 1

Cotton Candy

My words will easily cut you like a knife in your heart.  Taste as sweet as cotton candy but if only for a moment.  This I know.  And I know my shortcomings of being too harsh, too cold, not enough chances. But, I make up for it ten fold, every time.  Yet, some just don't like cotton candy; your type of sweet.  Some see … Read More Cotton Candy

Why Are You Single?

Short answer (pick one): I’m a mess  I have no time  I don’t know  Lol, anyway… Well… that’s a long story.  And so it goes. I’m single because I can’t keep up with people who don’t know what they want, every day–ever-changing. How do you expect someone to stick around when you’re playing with their brain like a yo-yo. It’s fucking nauseating, I’ll tell … Read More Why Are You Single?

Two Things

I can imagine two things happening in this year:  Me chasing you.  Me letting you go.  And I only came back here to let you know. 

So, okay. I wasn’t trying to be that one, not to you. I’m realizing that, no one is safe in my life from that. It’s no secret that I’m just all too real for someone like you. That’s okay, isn’t it? I mean, maybe for you but certainly not for me. I’m to real and that’s not an issue, the issue is how you’ve … Read More

This Won’t Mean Much

If you only knew how much I simply adored you.  Of course, my love won’t cure you. Or make you happy. I can’t help by that facet alone.  But if you knew at least you’d know. And sometimes that’s the one thing you need before going to bed at night.  Just, knowing.   Xo, #thets

Day 1

Would it not be the most hilarious thing, if you tricked everyone into thinking you liked me? Including myself?!  Ha! Can you imagine?  And wouldn’t it be even funnier if you tricked yourself into believing you felt nothing for me?  Gosh. What a good save that was. (Because, god forbid you fell for the one thing that wasn’t safe). Ugh.. Tell me about it. … Read More Day 1

I Know.ย 

I only had been sitting in that car for hours, fighting with you. For you. For us. For anything. For the last bit of hope.  You only happened to say, “I mean, we did move fast, did we not?!”  Only, I couldn’t agree with that. No. No, I couldn’t agree with that. Because that’s bullshit.  And you only said that because you’re more afraid … Read More I Know.ย 

Everything?

& in one day, I lost everything. Just like that.  Xo, #thets