Tag: words

Okay, so. I have no words. I am empty. Most moments I am numb but then the waves come and I feel everything. This, is a huge wave. And I check my phone, nothing. My inbox, nothing. My door, my car… I looked for you everywhere I went and I found nothing. So, here I am. Searching. Searching for words. Emotions. Answers. You. Coming … Read More

“Don’t forget your worth,” she said. But, I don’t know how much longer I can hold on. Xo, #thets

Part 2

When you meet someone, you see skin, beautiful eyes, breathtaking smile, brightly colored personality; and you feel warm and fluttery. But when you meet someone, you don’t know what keeps them up at night, or if they’ve had pain. So much pain it changed them, altered their whole body from skull to toe, sympathetic to nervous system. You can’t tell that they have days … Read More Part 2

Seeing Double

My true Gemini. Two people in one. One moment, you. The next, a different you. I love them both. They’re both mine. I accept both. I treasure both. I find happiness in both. I choose them both. But, one, I’m not sure which… but one of those you’s, doesn’t love me back. I’ve known it. And I’ve picked you both every day, anyway. Xo, … Read More Seeing Double

Cotton Candy

My words will easily cut you like a knife in your heart.  Taste as sweet as cotton candy but if only for a moment.  This I know.  And I know my shortcomings of being too harsh, too cold, not enough chances. But, I make up for it ten fold, every time.  Yet, some just don't like cotton candy; your type of sweet.  Some see … Read More Cotton Candy

Game-changer.  Xo, #thets

Why Are You Single?

Short answer (pick one): I’m a mess  I have no time  I don’t know  Lol, anyway… Well… that’s a long story.  And so it goes. I’m single because I can’t keep up with people who don’t know what they want, every day–ever-changing. How do you expect someone to stick around when you’re playing with their brain like a yo-yo. It’s fucking nauseating, I’ll tell … Read More Why Are You Single?

Read Me.

She said, “If I find someone you have to promise to let them spoil the shit out of you… And treat you well. “I fear you’ll get bored with someone who seems ‘too interested’ in you.” (Of course, she’s only known me my whole adult life and therefore knows me better than most). And then she asked me, “Do you know how to be … Read More Read Me.

Flags

Flags went up when I believed you were too good to be true.  When your smile felt like thorns from the most beautiful rose.  When your laugh was as soft as the sound of crashing waves.  Flags went up when, surprise, you wanted me.  Flags went up when you knew that you were going to like me a little too much.  Flags went up … Read More Flags

10/18/2015

Waking up, breathless. Dreaming the most fearful traumatic experience; the only thing that could break me down to the core. Only to waking up, and realizing not only are you living in my subconscious, but in my reality.     Xo, #thets