Tag: so

Okay, so. I have no words. I am empty. Most moments I am numb but then the waves come and I feel everything. This, is a huge wave. And I check my phone, nothing. My inbox, nothing. My door, my car… I looked for you everywhere I went and I found nothing. So, here I am. Searching. Searching for words. Emotions. Answers. You. Coming … Read More

Part 2

When you meet someone, you see skin, beautiful eyes, breathtaking smile, brightly colored personality; and you feel warm and fluttery. But when you meet someone, you don’t know what keeps them up at night, or if they’ve had pain. So much pain it changed them, altered their whole body from skull to toe, sympathetic to nervous system. You can’t tell that they have days … Read More Part 2

Why Are You Single?

Short answer (pick one): I’m a mess  I have no time  I don’t know  Lol, anyway… Well… that’s a long story.  And so it goes. I’m single because I can’t keep up with people who don’t know what they want, every day–ever-changing. How do you expect someone to stick around when you’re playing with their brain like a yo-yo. It’s fucking nauseating, I’ll tell … Read More Why Are You Single?

This Won’t Mean Much

If you only knew how much I simply adored you. Of course, my love won’t cure you. Or make you happy. I can’t help by that facet alone. But if you knew, at least you’d know. And sometimes that’s the one thing you need before going to bed at night… just, knowing. Xo, #thets

Day 1

Would it not be the most hilarious thing, if you tricked everyone into thinking you liked me? Including myself?!  Ha! Can you imagine?  And wouldn’t it be even funnier if you tricked yourself into believing you felt nothing for me?  Gosh. What a good save that was. (Because, god forbid you fell for the one thing that wasn’t safe). Ugh.. Tell me about it. … Read More Day 1

I Know. 

I only had been sitting in that car for hours, fighting with you. For you. For us. For anything. For the last bit of hope.  You only happened to say, “I mean, we did move fast, did we not?!”  Only, I couldn’t agree with that. No. No, I couldn’t agree with that. Because that’s bullshit.  And you only said that because you’re more afraid … Read More I Know.