Tag: love

Seeing Double

My true Gemini. Two people in one. One moment, you. The next, a different you. I love them both. They’re both mine. I accept both. I treasure both. I find happiness in both. I choose them both. But, one, I’m not sure which… but one of those you’s, doesn’t love me back. I’ve known it. And I’ve picked you both every day, anyway. Xo, … Read More Seeing Double

Part 1

I don’t write happy things. I don’t write positive things. I can’t formulate a sentence in my head that comes off as sugary-sweet and not bitter-sweet. I don’t, I can’t. So then as the universe likes to do, you came into my life. But, you didn’t walk in, knocking then waiting for permission to come in. No, you fell smack down on my feet … Read More Part 1

Cotton Candy

My words will easily cut you like a knife in your heart.  Taste as sweet as cotton candy but if only for a moment.  This I know.  And I know my shortcomings of being too harsh, too cold, not enough chances. But, I make up for it ten fold, every time.  Yet, some just don't like cotton candy; your type of sweet.  Some see … Read More Cotton Candy

Game-changer.  Xo, #thets

Day 1

Would it not be the most hilarious thing, if you tricked everyone into thinking you liked me? Including myself?!  Ha! Can you imagine?  And wouldn’t it be even funnier if you tricked yourself into believing you felt nothing for me?  Gosh. What a good save that was. (Because, god forbid you fell for the one thing that wasn’t safe). Ugh.. Tell me about it. … Read More Day 1

I Know.ย 

I only had been sitting in that car for hours, fighting with you. For you. For us. For anything. For the last bit of hope.  You only happened to say, “I mean, we did move fast, did we not?!”  Only, I couldn’t agree with that. No. No, I couldn’t agree with that. Because that’s bullshit.  And you only said that because you’re more afraid … Read More I Know.ย 

Everything?

& in one day, I lost everything. Just like that.  Xo, #thets

Read Me.

She said, “If I find someone you have to promise to let them spoil the shit out of you… And treat you well. “I fear you’ll get bored with someone who seems ‘too interested’ in you.” (Of course, she’s only known my whole adult life and therefore knows me better than most). And then she asked me, “Do you know how to be with … Read More Read Me.

Flags

Flags went up when I believed you were too good to be true.  When your smile felt like thorns from the most beautiful rose.  When your laugh was as soft as the sound of crashing waves.  Flags went up when, surprise, you wanted me.  Flags went up when you knew that you were going to like me a little too much.  Flags went up … Read More Flags

Fool Me Once,

Well I must say, I’d be lying if I said you didn’t surprise me. You got me good. Jokes on me. You got me so good that I just fell right back into you. You got me so good, that it only took a minute. You got me, and I was so blindsided, by the idea that we could ever ever ever be together. … Read More Fool Me Once,