NOLA, Lake Pontchartrain

A Day of Little Importance.

I just want to be hurt. I want to be hurt so you can be done hurting me first. hurting me the most. hurting me bad. hurting me really bad.

I just wanna hurt so I can feel so much more than the emotional pain you are shooting into my veins.

I’m beginning to believe that the physical pain could feel refreshing to whatever this hell is that has overcome me. I’d never take it too far, that doesn’t sound appealing to me but I can fall apart.

I’ve fallen apart, so hurt me and get it over with so I can move on with my life.

You ripped me into pieces so small, I wasn’t sure I still existed.

The person I thought I loved, isn’t that person