Category: Okay, so

I only wish to one day pick you and in return stop choosing fear.  We’ve grown apart.  Xo, #thets

If Only

I should have let you go when I had the chance. I should have seen this was too good to be true. I should’ve known that I’d find the truth between your lies. As much as I wanted to believe you meant it, I knew. As much as I said I wouldn’t let you do it all over again, you tried. As much as … Read More If Only

Okay, so. I have no words. I am empty. Most moments I am numb but then the waves come and I feel everything. This, is a huge wave. And I check my phone, nothing. My inbox, nothing. My door, my car… I looked for you everywhere I went and I found nothing. So, here I am. Searching. Searching for words. Emotions. Answers. You. Coming … Read More

Cotton Candy

My words will easily cut you like a knife in your heart.  Taste as sweet as cotton candy but if only for a moment.  This I know.  And I know my shortcomings of being too harsh, too cold, not enough chances. But, I make up for it ten fold, every time.  Yet, some just don't like cotton candy; your type of sweet.  Some see … Read More Cotton Candy

Public Service Announcement:

If you don’t know who you are, don’t date. If you don’t like who you are, don’t date. If you don’t have time, don’t date. If you are selfish and judgmental, don’t date. If you’re lonely, don’t date. If you want something else/more, don’t date. If you genuinely don’t care about another human beings right to be treated like a decent human being, don’t, … Read More Public Service Announcement:

Why Are You Single?

Short answer (pick one): I’m a mess  I have no time  I don’t know  Lol, anyway… Well… that’s a long story.  And so it goes. I’m single because I can’t keep up with people who don’t know what they want, every day–ever-changing. How do you expect someone to stick around when you’re playing with their brain like a yo-yo. It’s fucking nauseating, I’ll tell … Read More Why Are You Single?

So, okay. I wasn’t trying to be that one, not to you. I’m realizing that, no one is safe in my life from that. It’s no secret that I’m just all too real for someone like you. That’s okay, isn’t it? I mean, maybe for you but certainly not for me. I’m to real and that’s not an issue, the issue is how you’ve … Read More

New Moon Part 1

I read that last nights Super Moon is actually called the “Mourning Moon.” Reading this satisfied my inner witch and helped me wake up this morning recharged and inspired. I couldn’t wait to feel this, all day, just to come home to my newly put up Christmas tree (a little early but I love it), and my puppy Kali. I couldn’t wait to sit … Read More New Moon Part 1

This Won’t Mean Much

If you only knew how much I simply adored you. Of course, my love won’t cure you. Or make you happy. I can’t help by that facet alone. But if you knew, at least you’d know. And sometimes that’s the one thing you need before going to bed at night… just, knowing. Xo, #thets

Day 1

Would it not be the most hilarious thing, if you tricked everyone into thinking you liked me? Including myself?!  Ha! Can you imagine?  And wouldn’t it be even funnier if you tricked yourself into believing you felt nothing for me?  Gosh. What a good save that was. (Because, god forbid you fell for the one thing that wasn’t safe). Ugh.. Tell me about it. … Read More Day 1