I called you.

A hour and 56 minutes after you walked away from me.

I was calling to tell you that I want you in my life. No matter how fucked up life is right now. No matter how fucked it up it could be. Will be.

I called you.

I was calling to tell you that I forgave you. For any wrongdoing you’ve ever done to me. And I will keep on forgiving you.

I’m an idiot.

But.

I called you.

I called you to remind you how good you have it. And that you’ll miss me. What you’ll be missing.

And then I realized I shouldn’t have to remind someone why they should…

choose me

pick me

love me

I called you.

I wanted you to know that you’re loved.

I called you.

“This mailbox is full.”

Xo,

#thets

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