I have no words. I am empty.
Most moments I am numb but then the waves come and I feel everything. This, is a huge wave.
And I check my phone, nothing. My inbox, nothing. My door, my car…
I looked for you everywhere I went and I found nothing.
So, here I am. Searching.
Searching for words.
Coming up short.
I’m a fool. I’m so stupid.
And if only you were here to give me everything I have nothing of.
Absolutely. Fucking. Nothing.